It's All Mental
You can hold on as long as you can, but eventually, you have to let go. It doesn't mean that it wasn't worth holding on to. I mean, it does make you the person who you are now, especially if it took all your strength... you must feel strong. But let go, relieve, recover and the next path opens up. It's been a while since I've written anything, and I really just wanted to write cause there is this feeling inside that things need to be let out. Not in a volcanic eruption of fiery essence releasing for the sake of releasing, but the need to relieve, to drop some weight. It's been so crazy to read my old blogs and posts and figure out where I came from. What's worse is that I forgot where I came from, who I've been, what people see in me, who I wanted to be. How could I forgot so much of myself? Not only that, but I've been battling depression and mania, trying to balance the two but it's not easy especially when you have to realize if you're norma...