Finding Bliss

It's 2am. My roommates are arguing... Again. Never going to live with a couple again. I don't think I've ever argued with anyone I've dated. Sure, I've made ladies cry, but it seems so annoying. Hopefully Ellie can send me to dreamland.

I am crawling out of the hole today. Lets go! Life is for living.

I'll just admit. I get along with older women too well. Love it though

The first steps on land are always the hardest. No more sailing on the currents and all I can do is struggle to stand, but at least I can crawl to the jungles. The future looks so bleak now that the skies are turning grey again. Winter is coming, and I must make the most of it before the heat dissipates. I only need love for myself, the courage that opens the gates to the unknown.

I have to wake up at 7 am tomorrow, which is freakin' Saturday! Hopefully, my headshots will come out great. New office. New faces. New places. New headshot. Yeah...

Exhale. Inhale. Let it go. Everything looks possible from where I stand. A mountain before me awaits the ascent. I can feel the cold air tonight and it feels cool like my temperament. Her voice barely audible in the distant, yet so close. I have nothing, but I'm giving everything to the unknown. Let's go. I have already let go.