The Hungers

I'm really hungry today. I have this habit of not eating for an entire day. I need to stop it cause I look really skinny for me. Plus I did squats yesterday and I want to do some more today so I definitely need to pig out. Will try to see if I can squeeze in 3 meals right now. Seriously, I feel like I should be bigger than I am. Maybe I need to make this happen, after I quit this fucking job.

Hmm... Let's see. 3 Eggs, tomatoes, onions, 2 pieces of whole wheat toast, toss in some tuna or Greek yogurt, granola, blueberries, banana/peanut/milk smoothie, chicken, rice, beans, sweet potatoes and a lovely salad with blueberries, tomatoes, avocado, chickpeas and baby spinach. Yeah... Can I do that in 4 hours AND throw in some squats & push ups? Will fucking find out now.

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