Summer 2016 ends
So I'm working at this beer garden now on Friday to Monday. I started dating this girl that's a server there cause I liked her work ethic. I pulled her in hard through emotional mind traps and fed on her vulnerabilities like I always do. Things got weighs after a month, then awkward cause I pulled away. I pulled away cause things got too serious and once the clouds lifted, I feel like staying away. She's a really good person but I'm just so thirsty. I'm just this way and I can't be tied down just yet. I feel like a piece of shit, but that's just how I feel. I'm not in love. I didn't get to know her before things were concrete and I realize she needs work. I do too but I'm not that person. She wants to hold on, but I know I'll break herbheart. Too many 'buts ' right now cause I'm either finding excuses or finding reasons. I'm too wild right now. I'm not a relationship guy. I'm feeling a lot of females and I'm so sor...