Boom Boom
It's that impatience that gets me, heart beating harder than normal and I'm unsure of what the excitement is all about. Time to make some moves
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Dear Diary Again
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So this guy talks to me about this girl and just fucking her cause it would be good for me... I think not. Really, fucking girls and moving on to the next gets old. I got tired of that real quick. I like having just one girl that I can hang with. I have enough ladies to talk to, I'm just looking for one. Had my dad been around, I might have taken after him and been as promiscuous as he was, but he wasn't. The love and care given by my mom shows me the caliber of woman that my life needs. I'm stubborn as hell, so I need some of that unconditional. I'd drag my nuts through a mile of burning coal for that type of woman that offers real love. Sleep around... whatever. I'm in it for the lifetime pussy.
New Years Eve
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Let's drink until you cannot drink anymore. I thought about it a few times, but I honestly cannot get myself to partake in such stupidity. What the hell am I to drink for? If I do not have a reason, then is it not pointless? I was invited to a New Year's party featuring old highschool mates, and first off, it's all the way out in the middle Queens and takes about an hour and a half to get there. Second, I do not have the desire to drink. Third, I have GMATs coming up soon and finally feeling comfortable and do not deal with a loss of flow at this point. Knowing me, if I go, I would get wasted. There are a few more reasons, but I can tell that already there is no point in me going because I have convinced myself not to go. I wish when I got that call from Alex, I had said no in the first place instead of suffering from that people pleasing episode. I do not have any desire to see any of those people. There's no thrill or excitement in that life anymore. Another test...