Where Do I Go?

I spoke to my mom and her boyfriend today because I have been frustrated with work. Things are not going well, and I think it is just me in a rough time and have no friends currently. But, I have been thinking at least.

So, I definitely do not have any friends or anyone outside of my family as my support. That's cool. I guess I am starting from the bottom.

My job sucks. So I need to get crackin' on the resume and start applying. This time, I will not seek the limelight, but do things the old fashioned way. Land a not so ideal job, start at the bottom and climb up. It's how it has to be.

Next, my career options are limited. I need to find a school to go to. Before that, I need to take the GMATs then apply.

Third, I need to get the fuck out of this city. Either I am completely jaded, or there is a place here that I have yet to find. I miss the years of feeling the wonder of this city. Something new would definitely grant wonder. My favorite places are Namibia and Thailand. Germany was cool too. But I will work on it once I get some stability.

Mom sent me a text saying that things will be ok and I should just trust in God. I asked him so many years ago, when I was in a tough bind, to just help me and I would never ask Him for anything again. He did. I tried to do everything alone, but I just sunk deep into where I am today. It's time to beg forgiveness and pick up that cross.

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